God
Himself unleashed upon my way of thinking, the way He knows I think.
That
baggage of inclusive hatred I have been under for years, sickened by
the hue of my own skin, now it makes sense.. And you know what.. I
don't care- I see through your traps Satan- and, AND you CANNOT
have me!!!
I
am FARRR more than this flesh.. FARRRRRRR and away MORE than this
shell displays.
God
Himself, thee Creator, Father Almighty GOD..
HE
tells me I am so, so, so much more than meets the eye.
You
want to talk about “Waking a Dragon?”
What
about an unstoppable son of Ahayah, who KNOWS behind that Veil awaits
the means to take on the actual invincible Armor of God?
I
ask you..
Ney
I
profess thine own self as this..
And
call to you..
Who
do you think will win in the end?
I
can tell you who wins..
No
weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue
that shall rise
against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is
the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is
of me, saith the LORD.
Isaiah
54:17
The
more and more I followed the true wanting of my Holy Abba Yah,
observing Saturday Sabbath, Friday nightfall to Saturday's, the more
I strove to learn about my Father's Feast Days and Calendar, what the
days represented, what this means to do, in honor of my Father's
Creation through His only begotten Son, the more I trusted only and
only in the Holy Spirit for all my needs, hungrier and hungrier to
understand it all.
The
more inspiring it got.
One
particular happening, was when I was just full out downtrodden, my
wits burnt, life becoming a balancing act of taking on my
responsibility to call from the Watchman's wall and eating exuberant
amounts of fresh piping crow, where I once looked other children at
'School', Christian professing children square in the eye and told
them they had to be nearly retarded for believing in a book that
clearly states the Earth is flat-- God had entirely switched me over,
I truly try not to call “Fool” about Heliocentric, invisible
Graviton faith, Sun worship just repackaged, it's hard, because it
is, it's simply ignorant to believe Earth is a 'Globe'.. I digress;
my attempt at setting the emotional undertones going on- it was in
one of the more aching and worn out moments that Ruach Ha' Qodesh,
Holy Spirit upon High, He rose my face and refreshed my whole self by
saying to me:
'Do
you know what Goliath was doing as I readied young David to run and
start his sling?'
More
or less, I waited..
'Goliath
was laughing away, mocking David.'
What
shall we then say to these things? If God be
for us, who can be
against us?
Romans
8:31
Ruach,
All wise Holy Spirit finishing this 'lesson line' with..
'Take
it all, everything that is coming against you son, and you file it
under, for the time Mankind judges the Angels'
I
know I can come across as a sharp tongued Jerk, but this new POWER
that I draw from, I hope Ye grasp that it is bound unto the sacred
truth that is thee Truth and the Way, I so truly and fully only have
iron clad hope, I KNOW, without ANY sort of doubt, that what I have
spoken in this Production, it is the truth, every single word of it,
it's all about JUSTICE.. Final, Eternal Justice.
Ruach
Ha' Qodesh, He has only intensified His meaning packed inspirations,
I so want to share a very recent context Holy Spirit has unlocked in
my spirit.
It
was a visual allegory, just as so often He uses with me..
There
I was, a young, fallen Knight, my armor coming undone from damage, I
was less gashed and more-so broken, I crawled through dank mud, the
setting a very bleak and dreary fog overcast nature, a dark toned and
torn atmosphere, afar off I heard waves and waves of brethren soldier
Knight screaming, wailing..
And
then, just ahead, if I centered my focus, I could make out a cross
shape, just barely discernible- caked in thick mud.
Ruach
Ha' Qodesh, He told me- 'This is what you did son'.. 'I called you
out, through my Son..'
'You
took my Testimony in hand.. And trusting it as you have..'
I
saw in my mind's eye my rattled and struggled pull upon the helm of
the Cross shape reveal, the cold air crusted mud breaking off in a
crumble, thee most gleaming of Swords, bejeweled and exquisitely
detailed, the razor sharp wide blade glowing white silver and trimmed
in bright, bright gold.
Everything
about my Knighted persona perfected, my Armor rejuvenating and
empowered the same as the Sword, my whole self resolving quickly to
stand as Epic and aglow Warrior, and it all faded to an image of me,
a random sidewalk and brick wall, sunny day, It was true to life me
in my usual sweats and hoodie, my KJV in the hand I held the
conquering weapon before.
'No
difference.'
I
speak to you directly, to convey, that all of this, this level upon
level of symbolism, an almost Dreamlike, yet so called adventure and
“Science Fiction”-esque analogy to the whole of it, it is of no
mistake, God knows us, all of us, inside, outside, every hair on our
heads accounted for.
Once
I could concentrate on a white space in my mind's eye and in my
imagination I could conjure up every sort of abomination, far, far
more graphically inscribed than any Hellyweird creation.. My mind
drove extremely deep into visions of enormous battles between
supposed good and evil forces, truly fantastic forces.
Holy
Spirit has told me exactly what all this was.. What this all means.
And
there is all too great reason as to why I have lost my ability to
“conjure” up all these wondrous Monsters and Supra-Natural
Entities.
I
have broken contract with them and their Master, I know they are
real, behind the Veil, and they can no longer utilize me to be
'honored' and paid homage.
I
know mine Enemy, I have seen them in my mind's eye, I refuse to
glorify them anymore.
They
walk among men more, and more, and more, stronger and stronger and
stronger.
These
very real beings suckle off the masses, throwing up Baphomet hand
signs at their Witches' Rituals, barely even crawled out of the
forest, surging powerful, so powerful from all of the Satanic worship
done by the unwitting.. You see beloved, that's the ticket.. The
Daemonic Nephilim forces unseen, that's where they get their power,
because you do all this unwittingly.
It's
why two Ashkenazis crafted a flagship character called 'Kal-El' 'last
son of KRYPTon'- an Antichrist persona dropped to earthly parents
like a little Jesus Moses, his eyes bursting with flames, always able
to count on his ghostly father.
Right
before I awoke, I really thought the depiction with Zod being an
'evil' force wanting to destroy old Earth and make a 'New Earth' –
was all too “Awesome!”.. Now- Nahh, now I see the terrible
mockery it is of my Heavenly Father.. 'Zod'.. Hmm..
Can't
do any better than that you pathetic puppets of Satan?
'Zod'?
The
difference between me and these other creators of what we think of as
“Fiction” - is that I have broken contract in full, and I see
outside this whole Beast system.
Actual
demonic beings whisper and coax Mankind in all ways to not only
reject Christ Jesus and His Father, OUR Father..
But
to hate on Him, to take His truth and spit on it, all while promoting
“Do what thou Wilt”.. “Ye will be as gods”..
Today
I walk the comic isle, the video isles, and grin.. I grin a grin,
that most none in the world today could comprehend the feeling.
I
know..
And
I am FREE.
King
Jesus, One and ALMIGHTY Mashiach Yeshua, MY KING..
He
has called me out.
I
can see how I was entangled in all-out Satanic obsession, Nephilim
celebration done by a potential servant of God fooled into making a
mockery of himself through his own work.
I
was serving demons.. And for my efforts they plagued me with anger,
and loads upon loads of depression.. Now I am aware of the Enemy's
tactics, how they follow us along, desperately working to drive us to
the point of our early ending if they at all can manage, all the
while concentrating on any form of relationship we can have with God
the Father, Son of Man and Holy Spirit.. Though especially Jesus.
My
eyes see a sidewalk..
Yet
I k n o w it's a battlefield.
On
this battlefield, the reason I walk focused, the reason I am
confident in these most assured last days of last days, is I know my
King.
I
know how REAL He is, I will do as His Holy Spirit has emboldened me
to do, speak out, each and every word of my Lord's truth, from “Flat
Earth” to this last part- I know what it does..
In
the unseen it sends out explosive energies.
Until
I'm done with this first and Sin defected form, this first and
earthly flesh, until I have my armor and MY sword.. Until then..
Angels
will always be able to count on my Prayer, to empower them into
battling and destroying the invisible Nephilim abominations, in that
spiritual battle that takes place in 2nd Heaven, every
day, all day.
Not
one of us seeing a slight of it.
This
is why I grin the way I do beloved.. One certain kind of grin.
God,
His Holy Spirit- since meeting Him, He has always been the driving
force, pointing out my errors, encircling my strengths, day in, day
out He shares insights from Daniel's life, Isaiah's, Abraham's and
Enoch's- comparing my weaknesses and specialties to them through and
through.
In
a Father's dearest and deepest love, Holy Spirit has called me His
'little Abraham'- reading in Jasher how as young child, Abram
restlessly sought the true face of God, I loved every detail, it
spoke to my heart like no other writing ever had, I literally found
myself in the words.
Much,
much later as Ruach had guided me back to Gospel of Thomas, after
He'd already outlined how a great many were misusing the Doctrines
Thomas was working with, He pointed out how my life fit precisely
into the words Yeshua was saying to Thomas.
If
one cleaves away the Gnostic nonsense, demonically induced doctrinal
garbage out of the way in study of Thomas' words, one can discover an
undercurrent that speaks volumes, I would challenge all to a reading
or listening to a recording of a reading.
Affected
by the “Mandela Effect”?
Did
you grow up undergoing constant and major painful changes, as you
grew older, actual physical pain being an ongoing and chronic curse
on Ye..?
Has
a personal history like this caused you to evermore and evermore
creep into God hating, internal God blaming, believer in a good God
bashing no holds bar Atheism??
If
so.. Guess what..
You're
not alone.
That
and you were Prophesied of, intentionally placed on this path to do
as I have done, come aware and stand, taking your rightful place as a
chosen vessel of God, in His one begotten Son.
I
am in that group of men Yeshua Prophesied to Thomas to awaken, I once
fought and mocked Yeshua, Jesus and anything of Him as best the worst
of me could.
I
had become Atheist out of spite, so called 'Agnosticism' rang in to
my logical styled thinking too, but the final head dive into Atheism
was based on a spoiling of the spirit, falling to the point where
it's the belief in Love itself that is at stake.
Finding
myself in Scripture, undergoing the transformation the Holy Spirit
has set-go into my daily being.. I finally know what true Love is..
And I'm never letting go.
My
daily Jobs (*said Biblical) most of which were mundane trades in the
spiritual Egyptian public sector, the sparse but vigorous
opportunities to work in the Arts- today it all forms as a defeated
mantle, I stand above it.
This
goes into that one certain kind of grin.
The
reason I say “Jobs” as I do.. I see what our society is
altogether, it's ALL Ha' Satan obeying my Father- we call the usually
struggled process of gaining headway into the world a 'Job'.. Because
it's formed and supplied to us as a Test, schemes of give and take,
rise, rise, fall.. No matter what you do as your “Career” - the
ONLY reason you are allowed it, is so you are under contract with
Satan.
No,
working is not evil.. That's not the message- the message is that the
enemy- your enemy, he would have killed you and everyone you love a
long, long time ago, but since he can't, though still runs this
Society, he gives you a 'Job' (**) to do.
THIS..
Is how I am trained to see the world- AS IT IS.
My
whole entire life of service among men I constantly fell to the
argument that everything we are doing as a whole was too corrupt,
just Evil really, the one question that ached my heart the hardest,
year after year, as I grew older.. Justice?.. Where's the Justice?
Track
for track thee God of all things put me to a mission to stand on this
life, for HIS cause, shredding the scales from mine eyes and tearing
away the veil thrown over this deceived world.
My
whole emphasis in my day to day interactions, any of these works, it
is to shake those with an ear- I now have my answer.. There very much
is going to be- Justice.
And
now Ruach Ha' Qodesh greets me with something like 'Let me tell you
how this reminds me of Daniel'
I
Love you Holy Spirit.
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