God Himself unleashed upon my way of thinking, the way He knows I think.

That baggage of inclusive hatred I have been under for years, sickened by the hue of my own skin, now it makes sense.. And you know what.. I don't care- I see through your traps Satan- and, AND you CANNOT have me!!!

I am FARRR more than this flesh.. FARRRRRRR and away MORE than this shell displays.

God Himself, thee Creator, Father Almighty GOD..

HE tells me I am so, so, so much more than meets the eye.

You want to talk about “Waking a Dragon?”

What about an unstoppable son of Ahayah, who KNOWS behind that Veil awaits the means to take on the actual invincible Armor of God?

I ask you..

Ney

I profess thine own self as this..

And call to you..

Who do you think will win in the end?





I can tell you who wins..

No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.
Isaiah 54:17

The more and more I followed the true wanting of my Holy Abba Yah, observing Saturday Sabbath, Friday nightfall to Saturday's, the more I strove to learn about my Father's Feast Days and Calendar, what the days represented, what this means to do, in honor of my Father's Creation through His only begotten Son, the more I trusted only and only in the Holy Spirit for all my needs, hungrier and hungrier to understand it all.

The more inspiring it got.

One particular happening, was when I was just full out downtrodden, my wits burnt, life becoming a balancing act of taking on my responsibility to call from the Watchman's wall and eating exuberant amounts of fresh piping crow, where I once looked other children at 'School', Christian professing children square in the eye and told them they had to be nearly retarded for believing in a book that clearly states the Earth is flat-- God had entirely switched me over, I truly try not to call “Fool” about Heliocentric, invisible Graviton faith, Sun worship just repackaged, it's hard, because it is, it's simply ignorant to believe Earth is a 'Globe'.. I digress; my attempt at setting the emotional undertones going on- it was in one of the more aching and worn out moments that Ruach Ha' Qodesh, Holy Spirit upon High, He rose my face and refreshed my whole self by saying to me:

'Do you know what Goliath was doing as I readied young David to run and start his sling?'

More or less, I waited..

'Goliath was laughing away, mocking David.'

What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
Romans 8:31

Ruach, All wise Holy Spirit finishing this 'lesson line' with..

'Take it all, everything that is coming against you son, and you file it under, for the time Mankind judges the Angels'




I know I can come across as a sharp tongued Jerk, but this new POWER that I draw from, I hope Ye grasp that it is bound unto the sacred truth that is thee Truth and the Way, I so truly and fully only have iron clad hope, I KNOW, without ANY sort of doubt, that what I have spoken in this Production, it is the truth, every single word of it, it's all about JUSTICE.. Final, Eternal Justice.
Ruach Ha' Qodesh, He has only intensified His meaning packed inspirations, I so want to share a very recent context Holy Spirit has unlocked in my spirit.

It was a visual allegory, just as so often He uses with me..

There I was, a young, fallen Knight, my armor coming undone from damage, I was less gashed and more-so broken, I crawled through dank mud, the setting a very bleak and dreary fog overcast nature, a dark toned and torn atmosphere, afar off I heard waves and waves of brethren soldier Knight screaming, wailing..

And then, just ahead, if I centered my focus, I could make out a cross shape, just barely discernible- caked in thick mud.

Ruach Ha' Qodesh, He told me- 'This is what you did son'.. 'I called you out, through my Son..'

'You took my Testimony in hand.. And trusting it as you have..'

I saw in my mind's eye my rattled and struggled pull upon the helm of the Cross shape reveal, the cold air crusted mud breaking off in a crumble, thee most gleaming of Swords, bejeweled and exquisitely detailed, the razor sharp wide blade glowing white silver and trimmed in bright, bright gold.
Everything about my Knighted persona perfected, my Armor rejuvenating and empowered the same as the Sword, my whole self resolving quickly to stand as Epic and aglow Warrior, and it all faded to an image of me, a random sidewalk and brick wall, sunny day, It was true to life me in my usual sweats and hoodie, my KJV in the hand I held the conquering weapon before.

'No difference.'


I speak to you directly, to convey, that all of this, this level upon level of symbolism, an almost Dreamlike, yet so called adventure and “Science Fiction”-esque analogy to the whole of it, it is of no mistake, God knows us, all of us, inside, outside, every hair on our heads accounted for.

Once I could concentrate on a white space in my mind's eye and in my imagination I could conjure up every sort of abomination, far, far more graphically inscribed than any Hellyweird creation.. My mind drove extremely deep into visions of enormous battles between supposed good and evil forces, truly fantastic forces.

Holy Spirit has told me exactly what all this was.. What this all means.

And there is all too great reason as to why I have lost my ability to “conjure” up all these wondrous Monsters and Supra-Natural Entities.

I have broken contract with them and their Master, I know they are real, behind the Veil, and they can no longer utilize me to be 'honored' and paid homage.

I know mine Enemy, I have seen them in my mind's eye, I refuse to glorify them anymore.

They walk among men more, and more, and more, stronger and stronger and stronger.

These very real beings suckle off the masses, throwing up Baphomet hand signs at their Witches' Rituals, barely even crawled out of the forest, surging powerful, so powerful from all of the Satanic worship done by the unwitting.. You see beloved, that's the ticket.. The Daemonic Nephilim forces unseen, that's where they get their power, because you do all this unwittingly.

It's why two Ashkenazis crafted a flagship character called 'Kal-El' 'last son of KRYPTon'- an Antichrist persona dropped to earthly parents like a little Jesus Moses, his eyes bursting with flames, always able to count on his ghostly father.

Right before I awoke, I really thought the depiction with Zod being an 'evil' force wanting to destroy old Earth and make a 'New Earth' – was all too “Awesome!”.. Now- Nahh, now I see the terrible mockery it is of my Heavenly Father.. 'Zod'.. Hmm..

Can't do any better than that you pathetic puppets of Satan?

'Zod'?

The difference between me and these other creators of what we think of as “Fiction” - is that I have broken contract in full, and I see outside this whole Beast system.

Actual demonic beings whisper and coax Mankind in all ways to not only reject Christ Jesus and His Father, OUR Father..
But to hate on Him, to take His truth and spit on it, all while promoting “Do what thou Wilt”.. “Ye will be as gods”..

Today I walk the comic isle, the video isles, and grin.. I grin a grin, that most none in the world today could comprehend the feeling.

I know..

And I am FREE.

King Jesus, One and ALMIGHTY Mashiach Yeshua, MY KING..

He has called me out.

I can see how I was entangled in all-out Satanic obsession, Nephilim celebration done by a potential servant of God fooled into making a mockery of himself through his own work.

I was serving demons.. And for my efforts they plagued me with anger, and loads upon loads of depression.. Now I am aware of the Enemy's tactics, how they follow us along, desperately working to drive us to the point of our early ending if they at all can manage, all the while concentrating on any form of relationship we can have with God the Father, Son of Man and Holy Spirit.. Though especially Jesus.

My eyes see a sidewalk..

Yet I k n o w it's a battlefield.

On this battlefield, the reason I walk focused, the reason I am confident in these most assured last days of last days, is I know my King.

I know how REAL He is, I will do as His Holy Spirit has emboldened me to do, speak out, each and every word of my Lord's truth, from “Flat Earth” to this last part- I know what it does..

In the unseen it sends out explosive energies.

Until I'm done with this first and Sin defected form, this first and earthly flesh, until I have my armor and MY sword.. Until then..

Angels will always be able to count on my Prayer, to empower them into battling and destroying the invisible Nephilim abominations, in that spiritual battle that takes place in 2nd Heaven, every day, all day.

Not one of us seeing a slight of it.

This is why I grin the way I do beloved.. One certain kind of grin.

God, His Holy Spirit- since meeting Him, He has always been the driving force, pointing out my errors, encircling my strengths, day in, day out He shares insights from Daniel's life, Isaiah's, Abraham's and Enoch's- comparing my weaknesses and specialties to them through and through.



In a Father's dearest and deepest love, Holy Spirit has called me His 'little Abraham'- reading in Jasher how as young child, Abram restlessly sought the true face of God, I loved every detail, it spoke to my heart like no other writing ever had, I literally found myself in the words.

Much, much later as Ruach had guided me back to Gospel of Thomas, after He'd already outlined how a great many were misusing the Doctrines Thomas was working with, He pointed out how my life fit precisely into the words Yeshua was saying to Thomas.

If one cleaves away the Gnostic nonsense, demonically induced doctrinal garbage out of the way in study of Thomas' words, one can discover an undercurrent that speaks volumes, I would challenge all to a reading or listening to a recording of a reading.

Affected by the “Mandela Effect”?

Did you grow up undergoing constant and major painful changes, as you grew older, actual physical pain being an ongoing and chronic curse on Ye..?

Has a personal history like this caused you to evermore and evermore creep into God hating, internal God blaming, believer in a good God bashing no holds bar Atheism??

If so.. Guess what..

You're not alone.

That and you were Prophesied of, intentionally placed on this path to do as I have done, come aware and stand, taking your rightful place as a chosen vessel of God, in His one begotten Son.

I am in that group of men Yeshua Prophesied to Thomas to awaken, I once fought and mocked Yeshua, Jesus and anything of Him as best the worst of me could.

I had become Atheist out of spite, so called 'Agnosticism' rang in to my logical styled thinking too, but the final head dive into Atheism was based on a spoiling of the spirit, falling to the point where it's the belief in Love itself that is at stake.

Finding myself in Scripture, undergoing the transformation the Holy Spirit has set-go into my daily being.. I finally know what true Love is.. And I'm never letting go.

My daily Jobs (*said Biblical) most of which were mundane trades in the spiritual Egyptian public sector, the sparse but vigorous opportunities to work in the Arts- today it all forms as a defeated mantle, I stand above it.

This goes into that one certain kind of grin.


The reason I say “Jobs” as I do.. I see what our society is altogether, it's ALL Ha' Satan obeying my Father- we call the usually struggled process of gaining headway into the world a 'Job'.. Because it's formed and supplied to us as a Test, schemes of give and take, rise, rise, fall.. No matter what you do as your “Career” - the ONLY reason you are allowed it, is so you are under contract with Satan.

No, working is not evil.. That's not the message- the message is that the enemy- your enemy, he would have killed you and everyone you love a long, long time ago, but since he can't, though still runs this Society, he gives you a 'Job' (**) to do.

THIS.. Is how I am trained to see the world- AS IT IS.

My whole entire life of service among men I constantly fell to the argument that everything we are doing as a whole was too corrupt, just Evil really, the one question that ached my heart the hardest, year after year, as I grew older.. Justice?.. Where's the Justice?

Track for track thee God of all things put me to a mission to stand on this life, for HIS cause, shredding the scales from mine eyes and tearing away the veil thrown over this deceived world.

My whole emphasis in my day to day interactions, any of these works, it is to shake those with an ear- I now have my answer.. There very much is going to be- Justice.

And now Ruach Ha' Qodesh greets me with something like 'Let me tell you how this reminds me of Daniel'


I Love you Holy Spirit.

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